1) "It's the weekend today"

I just can't get this jingle outta my head the moment the clock strikes 5.20pm. Friday's the day with cranky customers with prissy attitude. They think that just because they have some stinky money, they have the rights to throw their weights around. Of course, none of them gives me trouble today and instead, vent it on my colleagues. Well, i'm sure my day will come and i've no idea how i'll react if i have a customer implying that i'm ignorant or that i'm dumb. Oh well, it's inevitable in this line of industry and i'll just have to take the goods and the bads. But it wouldn't hurt if there's more "nice" aunties! Hahaha.

2)And i'm burning a big hole in my wallet just from having lunch with my so called "khakis". It's like, every alternate days, we would dine at a place that cost around ten bucks, and my account is pretty dried up at the moment, with the first week's pay still in the processing stage. I am utterly broke. But that's the least of my problems right now, as on the top of the list is the fact that i'm missing my friends like nuts. This always happen when i'm working, as sickening as it may be. I do miss them when i'm unemployed but as the schedule is tight right now, chances of meeting them are very much lower, and the saying of distance making the heart fonder definitely holds true right there.

3)One realization that i've learnt about myself recently is that i tend to curse in my heart recetly, and i don't usually do that cause i'm over the stage of using the "soothing" words like "fuck" or even "chee bye" to express my anger because first of all, the word "chee bye" sounds so weird coming out of my mouth. It's just weird. And secondly, those words are obscene. I'm not implying that i'm all innocent and saint that i'll cover my ears and scream "hear no evil" when someone uses that word but more in a sense that it doesn't carry well on a person. Any person. It just seems degrading on my part if i were to use it, but i'm totally fine with other people using cause that's their business and ain't mine. Okay, i'm getting a little off track. Ya, so in substitute of my constant need to curse, due to my explosion of inner "violent" ever since starting work, i use the word "bloody". I'm sure it's sufficient to bring my point across if i ever use it in any sentence. This sudden outburst of violent may also be due to the weather, as everyone knows that i'm cranky when i'm feeling hot. And these couple of days, i'm constantly perspiring like a dog. So my current favourite catchphrase would be "i'm bloody bored", "i'm bloody pissed" or "i'm bloody hot". Hot, as in temperature, just in case people think i'm some shameless shithead. Alright, in conclusion, i miss the friends and the rest of this entry is just plain rambling.