Lately, i've been going through the monthly "ugh" moment. You know, those days where everything just seems so "ugh". There's no word to specifically describe it. I'm just highly sensitive and easily frustrated with everyone and everything during such times. It happens every month without fail, just like a female's menstrual cycle. I used to think i'm weird and all because come on, one would have thought that such things only happen to girls. So while reading the papers on sunday, this seemingly weird question of mine is finally answered. Who knew. All guys actually went through this period of physical and emotional exhaustion every month! I'm serious. So, yay, i'm normal. But somehow or rather, knowing this answer during my so called "period" isn't really helping the mood. I'm constantly on the edge. Definitely not good to the blood pressure, that i'm sure of. I am just so sick of having to communicate to everyone in the group, trying to relay information after information from one to another. It's like a viscious cycle. You try to initiate a meet-up or ask a question, you sms one person. Then you wait for the answer. Once received, you send it out to the rest, hoping everyone is free. Then if one is not, you got to ask the opinion of the rest. And this cycle goes on and on and on like there's no freaking end to it. I am just so thin towards throwing my hands up and just wait for people to do all the planning and coordinating while i just sit back and do the replying and showing up. I'm not trying to make a big fuss out of it of throw a hissy fit but seriously, it's not funny when "i'm not free" was constantly being used as a reason by a couple of group mates when deadline is next thursday. And this is just one of the many projects that are due soon. I'm terribly sorry if i sound like a lunatic here but if a girl is entitled to throw her princess tantrum during her period, then it's only fair that a guy gets his share of venting his anger during his “period”!