I have a confession to make. I am deeply obsessed with ban mian. Very much so to the extent that i eat it at least once a week. Just one bowl of it with a spoonful of chilli padi is enough to cheer me up. Am i nuts? Whatever. Ban mian = delicacy.

I hate conflicts. They drive me nuts. And don't attempt to make me the messenger cause i'll snap. I'm not saying who's right or who's wrong but by not talking may not necessarily change the situation when everyone hangs out together everyday. Anger may be felt on direct paties but pain is felt by the people around. Pretend nothing happened or continue sulking till 10 years down the road. Two choices, one answer.

Shopping is good. Having sales is better. Went present shopping with diana and joanne and it's fun! 3 birthdays in a week. I’m fucking broke.

I’m feeling random and restless. I wish I had the motivation to blog a whole essay but I’m too lazy to exercise the brain cells today. If I were to blog about what goes through my mind everyday, I think I’ll probably post a hundred times each day cause random nonsensical thoughts are always flashing on my mind.

It's Britney bitches! Hahahaha. Yes, the much anticipated album is finally out after 4 years and people are wondering if Britney can still sing. From the first listen, i think the album is pretty much electro-funk, suitable for people at the dancefloor. I know, not my kind of music, but some songs are just too catchy to give it a miss. Alright, gotta go listen to it now. Ciao!

A Sunday signify the end of a week and also the day before a new week begin. I know both sounds the same but can't a guy try to add a tad of class in his blog? Hahahah, i'm just kidding. Anyway, today i met up with my babe, LEELIAN! This week had been a whirlwind of fun and laughter with so many of the friends and i just hope such week come by more often. Sucks that everyone have such vastly different schedule. But it's okay, cause distance just make the heart fonder. HAHAHAHA! Alright, back on the topic. So babe and i went to plaza to run some errand and did a hell lot of catching up. We spent quite some time in the library helping her search for books that can provide her with some inspiration for her project but the thing is, we have the worst library in town! Hahaha. You know, though i may gag from saying this but, life is never dull with LeeLian around. Her witty-ness, spunk, wacky-ness and SARCASM never fails to make me laugh like a hyena. I don't really know how hyenas laugh cause they're animals who make weird noises but i'm just making wild assumption. Somehow, when i'm with LeeLian, i tend to talk like a bimbo which makes her feel like punching me. I'm not blonde and neither am i a "she", let alone have big tatas. So up till now i still cannot figure out why. But it's whole loads of fun being around her. I simply love meeting up with the friends cause they inject the extra "oomph" for me to get through school and whatever crap. Anyway, i just realized that i've been spending a lot of time updating when i should be hitting up the books. I'm exceptionally lazy this semester, though it's barely only week 3. Hopefully the lazy hormones get flushed out of my system the next time i shit. I so don't want to flunk the last semester in school.

I am so worn out right now. The whole day of shopping literally drained all my energy and my feet are so sore right now. Met up with Diana in the morning and head to Taka's Chrystal Jade for lunch - her treat! We ordered tons of dishes without realizing and i find myself taking break in between to catch a breather or two while trying to speed up the digestion process. Thanks again Diana for the wonderful lunch! I was so bloated i had to give dinner a pass. After a filling lunch, we embarked on our shopping spree. So to summarise the whole day after lunch would be - shopping, resting at Starbucks, shopping and even more shopping. And there's crazy sales EVERYWHERE. I'm such a sucker for the word "sales" because it never fails to bring on the urge in me to grab something. So at the end of the day, i managed to grab a shirt from Topman and, well, the inner beauty. Hahahaha. Diana, on the other hand, gotten herself formal wear from G2000. So, it's a win-win situation! Though tired at the end of the day, i had a fantastic time. On the other hand, the account is crying out loud right now and i really need to put a halt to my spending habits. My favourite ZhaJiangMian!

Their signature dish.

Fried mushroom bun! It's a tad too oily!
Dessert. Again, oily!
The shirt i bought due to my weak willpower in resisting the "S" word.

If taking drugs can supposedly make a person happy, i think i took a whole bottle of it yesterday. Reason being, i finally get to meet all the 3 friends yesterday! After what seems like eternity, haha. Anyway, Nazi invited us over to her place for HariRaya visiting, like we did for the past couple of years. Back in the days, when the schedule were more flexible for the 4 of us, we used to hang out a lot at Nazi's place. It's like our chill-out place where we would just relax in each other's company. Though it's not occuring as much as we would like it to, i'm thankful that at least we managed somehow. Reached Nazi's place around 5 with Meow while Yas reached around 6, immediately after her work. It's so so so good to see all of them again and you have no idea how much i've miss hanging out with the whole gang. A lot of words were exchanged, obviously, since we have been deprived of each other for a long time. Shared some stories, ate home-made snacks, watch some tv, read some magazines and played some poker with paper money made by Nazi since it's against their religion to gamble. It's overdosage of happy pills, i tell you. And Nazi's adorable Mom whipped my favourite Mee Goreng (!!!!) and a side dish for us as dinner. The Mee Goreng is the best i've tasted and i always can't help but take more than one serving, hehehe. Left the place around 8 plus with a satisfied ( cum bloated ) tummy and a over the moon mood. I just love the friends! Of course, a rare occassion like this call for some camwhoring session!

The mouth-watering festive snacks made by Nazi and family. My favourite is the butter cookies!

Our addictive dinner!

Wonderful host of the night and Me!

Meow and I

Bringing back the 80's!

Me and the boobies expert!

One last shot before we call it a day!

I guess the picture pretty much depicts what i want to say in this entry. Yes, i've gotten my own copy of Carnival Ride yesterday! Well, i would've wanted to blog about something else more interesting but i guess it's pretty meaningless to talk about the weather and school. Trust me, you would've rather let me talk about this album cause i'm having terrible mood swings lately and nothing amuses me. Alrighty, let's move back to the topic! Like i said previously, i ain't a fan of this album cover cause it looks more like it belong to the 80s or a go-go girl photoshoot, whichever deem suit. I mean, Carrie Underwood is SO SO gorgeous but they somehow need to use all the yellow-y shawl to confuse the attention and the dress, or half dress with jeans (whatever), don't get me started. But thankfully, though very predictable, the album is FANTASTIC. It's more country, as compared to her monster selling debut effort "Some Hearts", which critics thought is pretty much a "pop" album. The opening track "Flat on The Floor" is a freaking awesome surprise because it just grab your attention immediately. A perfect follow-up to her crossover hit "Before He Cheat". The sassy girl is still up and kicking in this album y'all! This track is going to be a hit if release because it's just so damn good! It's like country sweetie mix with the hood girl attitude, or Dolly Parton meets Aretha Franklin. That's just my opinion though, hahaha. After a series of incontrolable head bobbing and fingers snapping, we were introduced to the second track, "All-American Girl". Very country, very simple, very country, very close to the heart - i like! Track 10 is a cover version of Randy Travis' "I Told You So", which is a country ballad. Carrie's voice is so mesmerizing i immediately fell in love with the song. Okay, i think i should stop here cause i can really find something good to say about every track. It's a REALLY good country album and every track can be considered as potential hits. Definitely value for the money!

Don't you just hate it when you're sitting in a bus, and people starts giving you the disapproving look just because you don't give up your seat to them? I mean, if you're old and have mobility problem, fine! I'll gladly let you have my seat, without complains. But just because you're classified as "Aunty" doesn't mean that i have to let you have my seat. Those people looked perfectly normal and healthy, yet they like to give you that stare as though giving them our seat is the only right thing to do. Please, go have a mentality makeover. We, teens or young adults, don't necessary have to give up our seat just because you're older. It's basic courtesy to give up seats to elderly and pregnant women or women with toddler or people with special needs and that's it. Aunty does not belong to that category of people. There's a very big difference between "elderly" and "elder". So stop giving that annoying stare! Well, they can continue staring for all i care for i ain't letting them have my seat. I may come across like a total asshole but seriously, those particular people aren't THAT old and if they think they're tired, so are we. Just because we're younger doesn't mean that we're all pumped up like the energizer buny. These people just ruin the day. And seriously, the next time she stand next to someone, try to stand further away cause i can smell the breath which indirectly makes me feel like eating colgate during the entire bus journey.
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On a side note, Carnival Ride is going to be released in a couple of day! I totally feel like singing the Pointer Sisters' classic right now. "I'm so excited! And i just can't hide it. I'm about to lose control and i think i like it!" I think that's about how the song goes, hahaha.

Yesterday, I’m in a mood to dress up for the activities ahead. Yes, I can be a vain pot at times. But I got to say that dressing up can be so tedious at times, cause I keep running to the toilet to adjust myself in front of the mirror. Firstly, it was meet up with the attachment people – Aunty Irene, Zhao Yu and Jerry – and Aunty Irene’s friend, Teo. We were treated to Billy Bomber for dinner and Party World for entertainment, courtesy of Aunty Irene. Ordered Surf & Turf as well as Vanilla Shake. Being the first time there ( Yes, call me a country bumpkin for all I care ) , I think the ambience was not bad. I love the American style interior design and especially the playing of old school music! Food wise, just okay. The beef is slightly too overcooked, making it very tough to chew on and the shake is too sweet for my likings.

After dinner, went to Party World for some singing session, excluding Aunty Irene and I. I’m not sure why Aunty Irene ain’t so keen in singing but my reason is that I don’t really want to make a fool out of myself. And I don’t particularly find it comforting to sing in front of people I barely know for a short period of time. Heck, I don’t even sing to Yas! So there I was, listening to all the songs I’ve never heard of in my life. One word – boring! But it’s okay. I understand that Aunty Irene keep organizing so many activities is to bring everyone closer and I totally respect that. I really had a great time out with them though I complain about certain things. Haha.

Bid farewell to them around 9 plus to meet the secondary school friends. But before that, I had a mission on hand. Yeah right, mission, hahahahha. Went to Starbucks to buy their Mango Cheesecake before heading down to Boat Quay to wait for HuiYing. She came a while after I reached and we lit a candle on the cake and make our way to Harry’s bar to give the birthday girl, Shandy, a small surprise. Well, she didn’t know that I was going and thought that I was the waiter cause I was the one carrying the cake. So the three of us (Huiying, Liyi and I) sang Happy Birthday, ate the cake and ordered some drinks. This is when things go totally wrong. Haha, just kidding. We were sitting by the river, with English Premiere League playing at the back, sipping some drinks and doing a lot of talking and what’s not. HuiYing and I, for reason unknown, decided to order a jug after our first cup since we thought it’ll be much cheaper that way that ordering one after another. And we decided to have a little competition by seeing who can finish half a cup first, like we did for the first. So we drank and within 5 minutes, my face starts turning red and hot. Same goes to Shandy and HuiYing. And our dear Liyi, being the logical drinker (bless your heart), stick to just one cocktail. Therefore, she’s the only one who’s awake while the three of us starts acting weirdly. We’re not drunk, but “consciously drunk” as what Shandy and I said. Or tipsy in simple. We’re such losers really, getting tipsy after just a few drinks. Hahahaha. But it’s plenty of fun. Oh my, I can’t describe what happened but everything becomes so funny for Shandy and I. We keep laughing and laughing about literally everything and it’s giving Liyi a headache cause she has to look after 3 crazy cuckoo-head. Everything just becomes so floaty and I wonder if I’m walking straight. It’s really not a good feeling to be standing up, I got to admit. So we stayed till 1 before cabbing home. Of course, the only sober one is the last to reach home. So sorry again Liyi! It’s so much fun I got to say. Happy Belated Birthday Shandy!

(My face is SOOO red i tell you. These are pictures from Shandy's phone. Rest is with HuiYing.)

Today's the first time i'm drunk and i think it deserve a post. Had a great time. So sorry Liyi, haha. Shandy, HuiYing and I got drunk and poor Liyi is the only one awake. HuiYing is good when she's drunk cause she just sleeps but Shandy and I aren't. We just keep laughing for nothing in particular and now my cheeks are so sore. My head is throbbing with pain right now, hahahahaha. I'm not completely drunk, just so you know. I know what i'm doing, what i'm saying, what i'm typing, just that i'm a little tipsy. Was telling Shandy what losers we are, fancy getting drunk over a few cups. I'm tired now. Keep yawning ever since just now. Shouldn't have had that competition with HuiYing. So sorry again Liyi, having to take care of 3 people, haha. Hapy Birthday Shandy! Okay, i'm wasted and drunk right now. Will update in greater detail when i'm sober. Gosh, i feel like singing Kelly Clarkson's Sober right now. Hahaha.

Britney Spears' fifth studio album release date has been moved up to 30th October, 2 weeks earlier than scheduled. I know it's a good news because it means i can get a copy faster but there's on thing which is a total turnoff. Below are three images - VMA promo shoot, Gimme More single cover and Blackout cover - and please identify the similarities.

Are you kidding me? When i buy album, i like to look at the lyrics booklet for their pictures and all but what if the album only has this recycled picture? As much of a fan i am, i think this is simply unacceptable and disappointing. But i'm sure Al Gore will definitely be approval of this "reuse and recycle" idea.

I finally get to meet the 3 friends today, though not altogether. It feels so so good to see them and just, talk to them! Today morning, i was waiting at the bus stop, preparing to go to school when someone tapped my shoulder. Turned around and it's, who else, but Yas! Don't ask me when is the last time i saw her cause this busy woman has got a heck of an attachment with crazy working hours. I'm just happy to see her and talk to her throughout the journey to school. So after lesson, i head off to town to meet Meow, who's the saviour of the day cause i need to get something before Saturday and she happens to be free today! Did the shopping, gotten the stuff i wanted and most importantly, i finally used up the residual amount left in the TopMan gift card Aunty Irene gave me after the attachment because it's expiring in a few days. Yup, i'm very petty about such stuff so i'll definitely not let those money go to waste, even if it means getting something i don't like or want. But thankfully, i managed to get a pair of jeans, though i've to top up the majority sum. Also gotten myself a pair of havaianas from newurbanmale cause i was told by jade that np students get 20% discount. Being me, of course i wouldn't let such good deal go by! I know, i'm like the King of Cheap, tell me about it. But i don't mind being called that, cause Tyra Banks is called the Queen of Cheap! Hahaha. This week has been like a spree and it's burning a big hole on the money i've earned during the holiday but trust me, i'm not a spendthrift. I shop for clothes, like, three or four times per year. So i'll just sweep at one go and live a frugal life for months. Hahaha. Okay, i'm exagerrating a bit but you get the point! I don't shop often. Why am i even clarifying this? I don't know. Maybe i'm just trying to ease the guilt of always quoting to the family only half the price i normally gets my stuff. So after getting everything i need, we came back to Bukit Panjang and had lunch at plaza's foodcourt while waiting for Nazi. Maybe it's because i haven't stepped into the foodcourt there for a long time, but i somehow find the food there rather expensive. And Meow, being the nice her, treat me Soya Milk from Mr Bean! Hahahaha. Thanks! We finally managed to meet Nazi after an hour or so and it's time to talk and talk and talk! We have sooo much things to say and i can't wait to meet them again soon (all 3 the next time round)! I realized that i've miss them like mad cause it has been eons since i really get to hang out with them. But in all, i had a FANTASTIC day. Not because of the fruitful shopping trip ( though it helps somehow in lifting the mood ) but because of the friends!

So yesterday we embarked on a brand new semester, as everyone know, and i don't think i should comment on anything just so soon cause it's just lecture for the first week. The actual "official" first day will commence next monday, and that is when the real impact of going back to school will settle in. Honestly, I log in with the initial thought of blogging about school and such but this seems to go nowhere. Oh yes, i need to talk about something. Yas has got the coolest attachment job in the world!! As in, if i were in her shoes, i would've felt so honoured though it is a very tiring chore. You see, she is now working at a hospital, something to do with cardiac yadayada (count me out if you're looking for scientific term. All i know right now is demand, supply, equilibrium and such nonsense. ), and she gets to do all sort of interesting tasks! First, she was posted to the Operation Department (correct me if i'm wrong. I don't have a good memory, haha) for a week and she actually get to observe real life operations, first hand! You know, with the scalpel and the disecting of body and the flesh and the organs!!! Freaking cool for her. I know i'm a crazy fanatic of Grey's Anatomy but i would've vomitted at such gruesome images. Also, she once experienced a patient dying on the surgical table and withness how the doctor and nurses attempts to resurrect the patient's life but to no avail. Being the person she is, Yas was actually really calm about it. This is why i'm not suitable for the medical field, i'm too damn highly emotional. Hahaha. And this couple of weeks, Yas get to do something really funny, which require her to ask the patient to take off their shirt. Hahahaha! Yas is now a boob expert with all the different boobies she has to see everyday and she's so used to it! She is now so accustomed to seeing private parts, which is hilarious because unlike her, i would find it very hard to contain myself from laughing hysterically. It's like, major cool-ness to be her right now though i'm really thankful that i chose business. Yas is my hero right now because i think she is too damn freaking cool!! And today, i was talking on the phone with her and she was telling me all the functions of the machine and such and throughout the conversation, all i could say was "uh-huh" because i simply have no idea what the heck she's talking about! But i know they're just cool. Hahahahahha! Oh wow, can you believe i'm actually gushing over Yas like she's my idol. Okay, i think i need to stop with this randomness whenever i blog lately. I just talk whatever that comes to my mind, though i've wanted to blog about Yas' attachment ever since i heard it from her. I need inspiration, real bad, if not my randomness will worsen and the next minute, i'll be talking about weather and farming.

The world is slowly converging into a global marketplace, called globalisation, as what we've been taught. I know how all these activities are taking place around the globe everyday but it has never made me think more than a second until an apple falls on my head just now and a lightbulb flashes above me. Gobalisation - how true. I mean, language is becoming so universal without realization. One particular word has become such an essential that it is incorporated as part of our daily conversation, though i still don't really like to use it. "Fuck" is the word, don't you realize it? People must be getting smarter because this word is used at different occassion and somehow, people are able to distinguish the true meaning behind each "fuck"! Isn't it amazing? Tell me about it.

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"I'm fucking pissed" and people know that you're angry and back off.

"I'm fucking hungry" and it tells everyone that you're starving.

"I need a fuck" and a prostitute will pop up in front of you like a genie.

"I'm fucked up" and immediately you need rehab.

"I'm fucking happy" and you signals happiness.

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See! One word that suits all kind of occassion. How cool is that. Wouldn't it be good, if after a few years, that we're so accustomed to it to the extend that it can mean everything and at the same time, people understand what you're saying.

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"You smell of fuck" and it's a compliment that you're nice-smelling.

"You are so damn fucked" and people understands that you're saying that they look good.

"This food is fuck" means delicious.

And many more.
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How awesome will the world becomes. I seriously didn't know that such a simple word has such a profound meaning until today. It is so powerful it brings human-being closer to a whole new level. One love y'all!

Splurge

Yesterday's the day to splurge. Selamat Hari Raya, by the way. Got a call from HuiYing in the morning and we decided to go out and celebrate that work has ended for both of us. Met some time in the mid-afternoon and head off to town for late lunch at Swensen's and shopping around town. Finally, a fruitful trip after many unsuccessful attempts in getting something. After both of us gotten something we wanted, we then proceed to Harry's bar at Boat Quay for some drinks and light snack. We somehow talked about a lot of things yesterday, venturing into territories we never thought this friendship initially could. No, not relationship but about opening up ourselves. It's a good feeling, to be able to talk about everything under the sun to someone. Of course, we complained about our respective work, which is unavoidable since we've had a lot to vent on and get out of our system. Hahaha. Definitely a good time with the friend. And HuiYing is a little funny in her behavior after drinking. Two words - Amy Winehouse. I'm just kidding!!!! Reached home minutes before midnight and after cleaning up and stuff, it's time for quality time with the bed. I drift off into wonderland within minutes cause i'm simply too happy and tired after a whole day of activities. Enjoying yourselves sometimes come with a price, and goodbye to a hundred dollar. To some, it may not be a lot but to me it is, since i'm spending my own money. But it's alright, since i'm splurging on something worthwhile. I can't believe myself sometimes, cause i tend to ignore what i initially set out to do. Abstain from eating too much was what i mentioned in the previous post and there i am yesterday, munching on fried food or dishes with cheese and eggs and potatoes. FAT FAT FAT. I feel fat. It's a gross feeling, i'll tell you that. And did i say that i spoil my deodorant, and in the process spoil my mom's nail scissors? I'm such a dumbass at times. Okay, i'm getting ridiculous here.

After a month plus of living like a zombie, today finally marks the last day of work! I seriously didn't know that i was so excited until one of the colleague told me that i beamed with joy today. Hahahaha. Did i mention before that i have a very very pretty colleague who just graduated from University? Yes, my only consolation from this work experience. And no, i'm not lusting over her, as jade said. Working with a bunch of psychologists is never fun for you'll never understand their joke. "I'm going to molopolize everyone!" turns out to be so funny that eveyrone roars with laughter. Maybe i'm just too dumb, but whatever. Haha. The words they use make me feel like my english standard is as high as a pre-school kid. At least i don't need to wake up at 6 every morning for the time being. But i might be going back there during the vacation and such because i can save the trouble of searching for job. Oh well, shall think about it later on. Can't believe school's starting in a couple of days and Mr Forever-Hungry is still in the same class. How thankful can i get. Pfft. I think i'm losing my sarcasm during the period i'm working. Very seldom will i find myself talking back to people sarcastically lately, in a joking manner of course, and i'm missing it. Oh damn! I just realized something. I forgot to bid farewell to 2 of my best friend at work - binding machine and shredding machine. My companion during the 6 weeks. They are the perfect example of how a friend should be. Okay, this entry is full of random sentences that doesn't even tally up. I think the excitement about not having to see Melody again is filling up my brain cells like drugs that i can't seem to function the brain properly.

Today's all about the food baby! Haha. I'm just kidding, i seriously need to stop having so much intake! Anyway, since today's the second last day of work, i decided to splurge a little during lunch and went to the "IN" place at Holland V right now - Cold Rock. This ice-cream parlor has been making news lately, be it the papers or tv (they're everywhere!), and thus we decided to give it a try. I ordered White Chocolate and Cheesecake flavoured ice cream and added Graham Crackers for the mixing. Seriously, paying $5.50 for a small scope of ice cream is really not worth the money at all, and it's not as if the ice cream are unique or something. I think they taste alright, Island Creamery's still better. Haha. But i still spent on it today because i want to know what's all the buzz about. And that's it. Haha! So after lunch hour, i got a message from Aunty Irene, from my attachment company, saying that she had gotten me muffins from Tanjong Pagar! My favourite muffins! When i met her and ZhaoYu (attachment friend) for dinner yesterday, i was telling her that i'm going to go down next week to buy the muffins cause i've been having the cravings for it for eternity now. Haha. And turns out that she went and get it for me, and even met me at Buono Vista train station after work! The queue at Chocolat N Spice is ridiculously long everyday, i must add, therefore it made me so touched. Okay, i must admit that i used to think that she's kinda too nice in a creepy way but after some time, she is simply a really giving lady. If she's going to be any more nicer, i might just call her godma, like how she had asked me to for a long time. Seriously, this is the BEST muffin i've ever eaten. They're fucking nice, i tell you that, even if i have to swear. They are so soft and fluffy and most importantly, not too sweet! And they're damn cheap, you can get them between a dollar to $1.20. I'm already salivating as i'm typing right now. Haha. I can still remember that one day during attachment, my and my colleague were eating the muffin on our way back to office when it rained. We ran back, got all drench and was eating at the recep counter when a big guest came. We quickly stuffed more than half of the muffin left into our mouth and ran back upstairs. So unglam but it's kinda funny to think about it now. Those were the times.

Oh ya, did i say that i've got a very funny friend. Dear Yas saw me getting on the same bus as her this morning and guess what she do? Before i answer that, i know friends would be saying that Yas and I stay in the same block so how come we're at different stop and that is because she went to interchange to take the bus while i went to the one opposite our block. Okay, i didn't saw her this morning cause i was too grumpy, like i always am in the morning. So halfway through the journey, i got Yas' message telling me that we're on the same bus. I was confused cause i didn't see her at the bus stop and asked why didn't she called me. She said she COUGHED to me. I was trying so hard to hold back my laughter at the bus. I mean, there are dozens of people i walked past everyday who're coughing or sneezing or even snoring. So how in this world would i notice A COUGH? Hahahaha. This is so cute la! We're totally acting out the "so near yet so far" scene. Haha! And lastly, i had a terrible dream last night. A total nightmare. I dreamt that Ms Tan from Fajar came to take my weight and she told me that i'm overweight! This is such a depressing dream and it's affecting me even in reality. I think this is a sign that i need to stop eating and start exercising! Hahaha. This is gonna be tough. A lot of willpower is needed for this, haha.

Had a sudden impulse to bring the family out for breakfast so yesterday, i was up at 10, a rare feat during the weekends. The whole family (minus my younger brother cause he's having stayover at my aunt's) and grandma went for breakfast at Fajar yesterday morning. I know it's just coffee-shop food but i'm just working part-time and i don't have the capital to bring the family out for a feast yet, haha. It's good to see that grandma's smiling after all the crap she's been through lately. And i like how grandma would take my hand and place it on her's while using the other to stroke my hand. It makes me feel all kiddish again and it is during such times that i wish i could go back to being a child and be spoilt by gramp's love. Haha. But it's okay, it's my turn to shower her with all the love possible and i'll gladly take on this role.

In just a blink of the eyes, we bid farewell to Sunday and welcome Monday, unwillingly (applies mostly to working people and students). I don't know why, but ever since i started work here, Monday blues seem to hit me pretty heavy each week and i'll be as grumpy as an old man and tend to get tired really easily. Haha. I'll just keep dozing off at work and today, i nearly slammed my head on the CPU, which i'm thankful that i didn't.

You know, being a frequent bus taker, there are some kind of people which i can't stand. And i'm pretty sure most of us have such experience before. Particularly, i can't stand people who love sitting on the seat outside and not let anyone take the inner seat by either pretending to sleep or put their shopping bags there. Ridiculously rude and unreasonable when everyone is paying the same amount they do, for the distance travelled. I mean, what's wrong with sitting inside? Yeah, maybe you're getting off soon but even if you need to get off before the person on the outside did, you can politely say excuse me or something. I doubt anyone would just say "Oh, i have had a freaking huge ass and i can't move. So make your way out by climbing to the front seat." People would let you off! So what's with all the selfish act? Sometimes, i just wish i could muster the courage and sit on their lap and say "Opps, i need to get in since you're too darn lazy to move your lard ass". But you know i'll never do that. Hahaha. Also, another kind of annoying bus etiquette is those who tend to sit as though they have ginormous crotch. They'll open their leg wider than a right angle and think that we somehow have a magically tiny butt to squeeze into those remaining space. I think this kind of people shall be condemned from taking bus or maybe we can have special "selfish bus", where the seats are all placed individually and there's enough space for them to rest their gigantic golden crotch. Haha, i guess all will only occur in my dream. So now, it's back to reality and tomorrow, i'm back to squeezing buses. As quoted from LeeLian "I'm so excited i can't breathe".

Two videos have been released one day after another by two much talkabout artistes - Britney Spears and Kelly Clarkson! Yes, the controversial Britney Spears actually took some time off her busy date with the papparrazzi (i've no idea how to spell that) and shot the video of her debut single, Gimme More. I don't know why but i'm in love with the song and it's making me having the urge to get her album when it comes out in November. Anyway, the video is about Miss Britney taking on two role - good old blonde innocent Britney and brunette, sexy, stripper Britney. I think she's looking good and you know, people should cut her some slack. Anyway, here are the screencaps!

On the other hand, my ultimate idol - Kelly Clarkson - finally released the video of her second single in the UK, Don't Waste Your Time. It's like a rocker fairytale set in a castle where Kelly was seen blocking the guy out with vines all over the castle, giving the guy the message "Don't Waste Your Time". I love it! She's puuuuuuurrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeettty in the video. I mean. the eyes are so captivating.